Mouth of the Vixen

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Look at these two sets carefully.

Its both the same pictures and they are just tilted upside down. Damn clever right!

Its great that his exams is over! For a week its the time of heartfelt thanks to technology advancement of the internet breakthrough and phone invention. Thank youuuuuuu!!!! Cos thats how we keep each other through the week of not meeting for his studies. I am awesome eh :) And I am quarantine at home by Toh Yi Drive doctor cos of nasty flu fever and cold shivers... sound like some kind of withdrawal symptoms but yea nothing of that sort. The menstruating weather is. I don't have to type a shitload of how bad it is cos well like I said I am quarantined cos I am infectious(and I did infect my lil sis). Yet I feel extremely cool cos its like I am some kind of highly important person possessing some secret weapon.

Yea craps.

(oh and he got it too after that week cos i still have some ammos left)

I never even want to step out of the house I tell you. Except for seeing doctor and while waiting, I went to do manicure with my flu drooling continuously in front of the manicurist. Plucking my eyebrow is worrying since my head is tilt up towards her and I feel the need the sneeze. Don't you get the sneezing feeling when you pluck your eyebrow??? Against all odds, I bought hair dyes too. Which is just to have an uniform color. I only get to use it after I am a little bit better.

Thats about it for a week of sobriety of Chariot.

So when the indulgence came ...

Which he thinks is gross. Red Ruby at Food Republic.

The last day of feeling extreme gratefulness to technology, we went to town for ... a very grand mission and head home early cos... he is driving us for late night rendezvous!!! I reached home and waiting for him to arrive, I redesign my room. Swear it look kickass! Then we all rush for supper which is splendid and too bad no pictures cos too busy talking. All of us back(chariot, me, myself, I, lian, bunny and titus) to my place and hang out at my corridor. After sending lian and bunny home its titus camp which we alwaysss end up in Choa Chu Kang when it is at Jurong. I feel like a mother at the front seat when we reach there.

I hope this machine is not lying.

Back to Chariot place which we have to much process to go through like the moving landmark check parking(which is not as tough anymore:D) and the very hot ninja. I thought I slept like a log and in the end I took 3 hours to wake...... wait I want to emphasis THREE HOURS= 180 MINS the big man up before I can have my 5pm lunch and breakfast.

Saturday(which is today) is finally the day we have the whole day just for ourselves yet he has a tryst with some chines comics till 7am and end up waking up late. Well its okay still make it to Science Centre and Omni Theatre. Damn cool and I am so so so so gleeful to see dinosaurs and Eistein climbing up a rope plus the Omni theater is damn cool can the screen is the biggest in Southeast Asia.

Einstein have been on the pole up and down since I was in primary school.

Not bad eh I take one!

Wanted to go Sakura then full house damn disappointing can really really heartbroken but later being mend back by Bali Thai and Chariot. Oh and the sweetest things today was:

I got a surprise ribena when I come out from the toilet which is extremely sweet in my opinion
I was told that my hand are held I don't have to be scare of falling down to the near vertical aligned seats. Man my hand is sweating I am so gay.(OMNI THEATRE)
You are so tired yet you never want to break your promise
Give me sotong and mussels in the Tom Yam
Accompany to take 52 although its soooo far to your house.

This little girl follow us to the first few station we went so we snap a picture of her for her loyalty.

There is so much more to say since I didn't blog for quite some time well till then.

Trish Fox Said. 12:41 AM

Friday, August 29, 2008

The Unpredictable Emotions

We compaer ourselves to animals and people. We see ourselves a little of each in everyone around us. Which is cool since we are seeing both our ugly self and beautiful self. And yes the unpredictable emotions here is not good for that concoction of mine bring waves of mistrusts floating walls and disgust. Add in a speckle of hatred and a whole loads of displeasure of how the line of points are link from one to another.
It like what we are all played before, the maze with lots of ways but they only have one exit and the rest you lead to dead end. But you are moving from some unknown reasons, why do you start to move in the first place from the entrance? Just for a piece of cheese?

I am exactly the mice know wanting a piece of cheese. I am that pathetic.

AND I don't like the sound of it. Someone please.

Trish Fox Said. 3:56 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Confrontational Day

hmm could it be or maybe it is. I do not want to be stuck in a mode forever and do things that I can't help it and instinctively react but I should not. So for once in this period of time I am going to be XiuXian (oh god how embarrassing) and get it over and done with. Which mean I am not very nice. Just one of this near days its throwing all the shits at you people who I look with disdain or simply targets for my cannon of anger. And that you have the right to retaliate when I am at my most vulnerable at your lost and benefits. Cos' I just want some spice for me, brother and life. Clap clap.

Fuck you. You know who you are. And the cum your mum should have swallow. Gulp.

Trish Fox Said. 4:44 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I am here now thinkjing what I should blog and on MSN Louis give me this idea like this: Today:Chatted with Louis and Louis said: Trish is hot as hell! :) Don't
ever think I make this up...

Louis says:
hey!

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
hello!

Louis says:
what's up?

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
trying to thinjk of something to blog lol

Louis says:
today:chatted with louis

Louis says:
lol

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
lolllll hmmi will add that in

Louis says:
and louis said: trish is hot as hell

Louis says:
haha!

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
im posting it up i tell you haha

Louis says:
and louis says: trish still owes louis a beer session

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
omg thjis is embarassing!! HAHAHA

Louis says:
LOL

Louis says:
you said you were gonna post it up anyway

Trish Fox [trishfox.blogspot.com] says:
haha i will i have to be fair.

Ok gaiety sounding... but well inside I feel wobbly. Its like there is this twirling current that is going to bring changes in me. Specifying this current, its trigger is not pleasant, yet the results although not reveal, feels it going to bring a better change. Like a revelation of new perspective through the kaleidescope.

Oh kaleidescope is a pretty cylinder with lots of beautiful images.When things get ugly hey there is still an ordinary looking cylinder that bring you to beautiful.

OMG this image look like vulva or two asses saying hi.
See a matter of perspective/

Trish Fox Said. 11:24 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Sometimes people have to get around and make a decision. It may be all beautiful but things have to go when you realize it isn't what you want anymore. The feeling of love seem like a cheap tool and no appreciation. And history came tumbling in your mind you have to let it be.

Memories, they sucks cos they will never happen again. If not what is your definition of memories.

At this point I have alot to say to different people and a one liner for each person. SO this for you you you you you and you. Don't ask if it is you cos I will never tell.

-You better fucking pick yourself up cos it is affecting people around you. As much as I appreciate what you had given me I can take this on a routine basis.
-Its like blue blanket in the rippling cupboard. pulsing. But that is all that it could hold and take. You are invading my mind badly.
-I don't know you well but hey bitch I think you are a whore in sheep skin. Maybe me too.
- So much yet they are broken I wonder if the tarot are real and that all the best cos I don't wish it is. You are responsible for too much till now.
-Thanks for being there cos without you I maybe lying in hospital and talking to walls.
-I just want to savor every time I have with you cos you always do the sweetest thing when I needed it.
-All that sudden are you trying to save what you had put me through back then? I forgive you but we can't have the bond like we use to.
-As much as it is a good thing I see what I mean to you.

If I can do a dancing roundabout I hope it never stop spinning.

Trish Fox Said. 10:44 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

I just realise alot of from the fiasco this morning. My brother and his shit again.

For this is what love about. Unconditional love. How many times things fucked up we never fail to be there never give up. Its either he is up or me and we try to pull the other one above. Yet right now I feel exhausation emotionally and drained of sympathy. But the love never diminish.

I need something else. They were not present when I seek for them. Comes better if they are the active role. I revised everything and got frustrated. My brain turn into sin city floating with too much negative charges that I feel zero in faith. You don't know who is there when things happen like that anymore.

The shell look too tempting. The filter felt like cleansing. Barriers seem like solution.

Thrown back into the reality. In the end everything don't work out like the canvas in my mind.

Trish Fox Said. 12:22 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

There are these walking two legged beings possess a trait which I despise. No morals no second thoughts, walk in and out of your door as you like. Hello goodbye is never permanent and you always say welcome but cease one day when you felt like a doormat of your own life. And they think they are the only one with feelings.

There are these feelings of loneliness that makes me angry and fearful. My loneliness is not the companionship of only myself but the emptiness I feel when I talk to people and wonder why I am talking to them.

No I am not pessimistic or sad or think life is full of shit. Life, in fact is beautiful. You have to go through shit to know that. So swallow all the pills snort all the drugs get into brutal fights be rebellious and have fun before you start to have bigger responsibilities. Throw all the objections at me and I say fuck you. The beauty you see are unexceptional and too conventional and not as spectacular as mine if you disagree. Your fun have to make you look back and wow and say those shit kickass with a wistful smile instead of putting up a face of creases and crying.

With that I am ending with some kickball pictures to make everything more floaty.

His adoration knows no bound.

And this the sexy adoration.

I smile he don't.

And he smile!

Trish Fox Said. 12:22 AM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Taken by sea creatures.

I think I am super bad ass today. Unintentional of course. Its so easy to find a thousand reasons not to step out of the house with my books and zero reason for RUNNING out to see... sea creatures. Oh never mind the ambiguity there is actually singular which is easy to figure out starting from right below.

In a factual account of today I went to Fish and Co. for dinner which I had been dreaming and swimming about. Seafood platter for two practically cover what they have right there. Not as fabulous as I had the first time few years back. Grilled food are nice and taste like normal grilled food and I guess the only thing that make it wow is the amount of sea creatures into your stomach in one meal.

I know I look weird but he is gorgeous so have to put this up.

Pulling Chariot out of his study nest which is the 2nd bad ass thing and the third is.... I really don't know he is down with flu and have to come out and fulfill my water fantasy. We are both really wettttt. HAHAHA.

Oh and he is addicted to pregnant fish!! He think they are sexy! Shashimo IF I am right.... And I got durian mochi since I have been deny of it on one occasion. These two are in my insane list right now.

Aren't he lucky? awwwww.....

Went to the park for mochi and shashimo and soya honeydew drink. I tell you its romantic with my Hp music Maria Maria by Carlos Santana. Well actually Chariot The King makes everything magnificent right up there. Sometimes I prefer when he is sick cos he does not have the energy to bully me. Alright the 4th bad ass thing.

My tummy feel like underwater world.

Trish Fox Said. 3:35 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Although the irritating plague of my trouble with the mobility of my head I am too engross with the time sequences of how all things fall and remember every seconds of effort.

A surprise GTA trip to Mount Faber which leave me lingering sweetness.

The ass of the Merlion and my Gladiator slip should be the focus here.

I am thrill to see his two front teeth teasing in front of the camera. OMG.

Insufficient sleep and bad hair condition.

No choice the only place with the right lighting is at the Merlion corner.

And a few too magnificent pictures after sufficient sleep.
My neck finally heal after a long sleep the bun-liked swell finally subsided. Head mobility return to 80% normal.

I don't know what I am excited about right now.
Can't get enough of Motley Crue Book. Oh sweet.

Trish Fox Said. 10:49 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Oei damn slutty can.......

I like this.....

I use this towel today :DDDDDDD And this man!

So here I am with you. I love the blue blanket behind and the blue bedsheet and the queen size bed and.....................................

I want to sleep.

National day never get to see fireworks... who's fault??!!
But I am still quite happy who's fault?
I get rape who's fault? (random heh)
I get to be pretty and cruise on singapore road in the middle of the night but still end up at my area who's fault?
I miss you who's fault?
My window playlist Nickleback and Nickleback and Chris Daughtry who's fault?

Fox.

So today I was thinking: will most people watch the Olympic or National Day Parade? Do they broadcast at different timing?

Damn I am going to die now. I am so tired suddenly. Aiya blog tml.

Trish Fox Said. 4:27 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Olympic Olympic Olympic.
Worldwide remarkable sports people come together for this event to compete.
And their country politicians tag along for their own agendas.
As much as I find politics distasteful I see them using Olympics as a political platform.
Im not clever enough for them so don't ask me how.
But one thing the torch damn lucky to travel around the world.
And everyone wow over it swoon and moan and cry and the Tibetans riot cry for it.
People are using this sport competition to gain their own benefits and shifting the focus of this sports competition event.

Yes I watch the Olympic cos my Television and Radio Production lecturer told me how many cameras are used and we are learning cameras now so I am studying it. TRUTH. Its just lijke how we think horoscope are stupid and don't believe it yet we still read it.

Trish Fox Said. 12:02 AM

Thursday, August 7, 2008

When you came I always follow you back with dancing steps yet ends with draggy motions. But one day I know better and found a path that moves me out of my comfort zone to fly away from you and found a better and exciting world to comes.

Carnival sounds intruguing and promises of fun but I seriously hate it when it turn out its just a misuse of word to be a wrapping paper. MDIS carnival not fun la! But the one thing that make me feel euphoric: I bought a dress that have been haunting my mind. Deal in less than 2 minutes. Maybe the idea of carnival for me is really huge and rides that are interesting. I expect this---

Anyway, after spending less than half an hour at the carnival with Chariot the magnificient, went to Vivo City Modesto for lunch. Supposingly to Carnivore but we were kinda late for thje buffet and came to thje conclusion that we sjhould coe the next time with the rest for a better quality dining. Thje seafood pasta is extremely generous for a single portion and the executive set lunch ddesert brings breezes in my mouth. Oh and the view ny the waterfront was extremely refreshing witht he fine dining. Can someone throw me into the sea!!!!!

Okay this picture steal one. (Modesto)

And then went back to his place cos we were damn tired due to the long hours of phone raping at night.

Photos from Monday :D

Man with suit holds a dagger to a woman heart !@#$%^&*

And man with spects make me drool.
I swear I am not naked its just the photo manipulation.

I wish I could spent the whole day seeing you smile.

Trish Fox Said. 12:52 AM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Inspired by the 1971 movie A Clockwork Orange

Mechanism self implants for the deeply battered souls.
Immunity to betrayed emotions
Thus, self fortifying becomes an addiction.

As the hope of shining light emerge again
I am still at hiding large
weeping in veil of victory with dirge.

The ground below holds a world of deceit
Who can blame my duplicity
In a mad world of hypocrisy

Protagonist of our own life
Are we the hero or anti hero?

Fox.

Trish Fox Said. 1:43 PM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

I hate this feeling and dilemma.

I can't allow myself to feel that way anymore.

Right now I don't know who I can talk to.

I am afraid of the things in my mind cos its gonna hurt not only myself.

I blame people except for myself but seriously I have been the most accommodating.

Trish Fox Said. 11:00 PM